Post by Radcliff Brittany on Jun 28, 2010 14:30:06 GMT -6
It's a very, very mad world mad world
[/font][/i][/b][/size].:Radcliff Vincent Brittany:.
.::Bash in my brain,
And make me scream with pain,
Then kick me once again,
And say we'll never part.::.[/center]
[/font][/i][/b][/size]Full Name: Radcliff Vincent Brittany
Nicknames: Cliff
Gender: male
Age: twenty
Sexuality: Bisexual
Mental Disorder: Patient is an extreme Masochist--Bearer of Masochism ("the condition in which sexual gratification depends on suffering, physical pain, and humiliation")All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces[/center]
Hair Type: dirty blonde hair, short, bed head style
Eye Color: light blue
Height: Five feet ; five and one half inches
Weight: one hundred twenty pounds
Special Features: one permanent tattoo on the upper back of a single arrow ; Pierced ears, but removed jewelry ; many scars all around body ; bruises all around body ; freckles all over face and arms
General Description: Because his parents are English/Irish, naturally he took on their European appearance. He even has crooked teeth and freckles to further prove a stereotype. His face is usually pale with a heavy stubble for facial hair. There are also noticeable bruises and scars on his face from continuous pain either or both self inflicted or inflicted upon. He is also skinny for his age, not taking to eating as much as his mother. His skin is also somewhat pale, but not as pale as his face. Because of the mainly gloomy weather in England, Radcliff is simply white from not much exposure to sunlight. Radcliff has a British accent as well, not ashamed of where he came from compared to the East Coast American accents. His style is simple and Gothic most of the time, dressing in dark colored jeans, dark colored sweaters, dark colored converse, and dark colored shirts. Under the clothes, Radcliff holds many scars and bruises which are mostly temporary, but soon enough he finds a way to have new scars and bruises. On his back he has a permanent dark but simple arrow tattoo, which he got to experience the pain of a permanent tattoo. He doesn't have much chest hair, contrary to his facial hair. Radcliff's legs are thin and scrawny, matching with a thin and scrawny chest, but they hold lots of hair as well. The hair better hides the scars and bruises on his legs somewhat, but hair can only hide so much on both legs and arms when he's in an Asylum.
And I find it kinda funny, I find
[/font][/i][/b][/size]it kinda sad. The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had[/center]
Likes:
- Sex, Sexual Fetishes (composed of pain producing items), Masturbation, etc.
- Pain (internal and external) inflicted by others
- Art (visual, performing, music, etc)
- Painting, Sketching, etc.
- Singing
- Sadists
- Rain/Storms
- Literature
- Writing Poetry
- Playing the Violin and Piano
- Self Inflicted Pain
- Sharp Objects
- The Female Breast
- Deep manly voices
Dislikes:
- Discrimination against others
- Racism against others
- Religion
- Fake People
- Sex Haters
- Conservative atmospheres, people, etc.
- Rules/Laws
- His Parents
Fears:
- No Sex
- No Pain
- Seeing his Parents
- Losing his Artistic Ability
General Personality: Radcliff is a brilliant man, or at least could have become one. He easily grasps concepts, and actually was a fairly good student in school. Although he was intellectual, he mainly expressed his artistic side by writing poetry or other forms of art. He was also good in the performing arts, and did very well in those classes since he had a great imagination and stage presence. Being both talented and smart marked the recipe for a perfect student...until he discovered his fascination and eventual pleasure in many forms of pain. Being a masochist made him manipulative in order for people to hurt him somehow. Usually he was a likable person, but he started becoming irritable in order for people to insult him or hit him. His intelligence made him gain a curious and witty personality, which oftentimes proved better to be annoying.
Although he preferred to have others abuse him, Radcliff also didn't have a problem causing pain onto himself. This is what inevitably committed him to an Asylum. Another interesting aspect of Radcliff is that he is extremely open about sex because of living in Europe his whole life. And because he loves sex, especially with painful objects, he will talk about it with anyone, as sexual pain became his favorite sort. Even though Radcliff is a masochist, it does not mean he is incapable of insulting or being irritable. He actually feels more inclined to be mean to people so that they will abuse him somehow. Mainly towards other people he expresses sexual desire by being friendly, but if he realizes they are not interested (he's a smart, although blunt man--he can figure it out) he will present irritation toward them and focus on getting abused. Had this masochism just been exclusively for sex, perhaps he would not have been committed, but Radcliff wants pain in all sorts, even if it means hurting himself. Because of his curiosity, Radcliff is very open toward people, even if they are insane. He knows he's insane, and accepts his extreme masochism, but does not see why he must be in an asylum.
Went to school and I was very
[/font][/i][/b][/size]nervous. No one knew me, no one knew me[/center]
Mother: Elizabeth Brittany, Forty-Nine, Opera Singer
Father: Henry Brittany, Fifty-Two, Sculptor/Painter/Art Gallery Owner
Siblings: None
History: Radcliff Vincent Brittany was born in "jolly old" England to parents Elizabeth and Henry Brittany. Elizabeth had great difficulty delivering Radcliff, and so she self decided on not having another child. Henry was in protest, but eventually decided his wife's life was more important than having more children. After all he had a son now; he could continue the family line! Naturally Henry would've thought that since Radcliff hadn't truly expressed himself yet from being a baby. In toddler hood, Radcliff was very curious and very daring, often getting himself into accidents. Since he was but a baby, he didn't take pleasure in pain yet. His parents were always fussing over him, and took him to work with them to try to avoid to get him into accidents. Since both parents were in the arts somehow, Radcliff was exposed and loved it at an early age. He was drawing and singing when he was little and was often described as a seemingly "happy" baby. People also liked him, as he learned how to give a kiss and smile and talk at an early age. Radcliff also drew a variety of artistic styles (at least, bright colors versus dark colors) and always gave them to people in order to brag. As a child entering school, Radcliff was very easy to teach and was noticeably smarter than the other children. He also wasn't a believer in "cooties" or any of those childish sexism activities, and openly talked to girls. Girls liked him actually, because he drew things for them and talked very nicely to them. He had his first drool-filled kiss with a girl when he was five in all honesty for expressing chivalry and giving a nice portrait of her. A year later, Radcliff went over to a girl's house and they were curious about each other. They both showed each other their different private parts, but Radcliff soon received a lecture after being caught by the girl's mother. He learned about sex from his parents after that episode, and therefore achieved the European openness.
Because of his witty and intellectual personality, Radcliff was often teased and beat up as a child by bigger boys. At first, he hated the abuse and went to his best friend, Emily, for comfort. During one of these comfort sessions, Radcliff--ten years old--asked to have sex with her, out of curiosity. Emily slapped him and called him a "bloody animal" before walking away. That was when Radcliff looked down at his area and realized he liked what she did. He let the bullies continue to beat him up, Radcliff pretending like he hated it. Unfortunately, as he got older his parents put him into a "smarter" high school for his intellect, and Radcliff did not see those bullies again. He was uninterested in school at this point, and only focused on feeling pain once more. He resorted to cutting himself and hitting himself in order to feel pleasure. However, after drawing in one of his classes, he met Melissa Abbott. She was a bitch known in school for being easy, but being abusive and extremely dis-likable. Radcliff gave her a picture, which she tore to shreds and called it shit. He took great pleasure in this and told her that she was a bitch. Melissa slapped him across the face, and Radcliff-once again-liked it. He moved closer to her and told her to slap him again, as hard as she could. Melissa obliged, and thus their relationship began. Radcliff moved closer to her and let impulse take over, giving her a kiss. He and Melissa had sex that very day, and Radcliff told her to bring a whip. Every time Radcliff had sex with Melissa he felt great pleasure from all the verbal and physical abuse.
Unfortunately, Melissa had to go to France for her father's work, their relationship ending. Radcliff was upset, as he loved her, and hurt himself as a substitute. He also looked around for trouble, and experienced abuse those times also. His sexual encounters ended up being with both men and women when he had the chance, where he discovered his bisexuality. Naturally, his parents became worried after countless late nights and eventually terrible grades. Radcliff refused to tell them his activities, until his mother walked in on him hurting himself in order to masturbate. She took great concern in this, and upon asking Radcliff why, he confided in her and told her liked it and therefore couldn't help it. Realizing that her son was a masochist, she told Henry and they both realized that he would die if he kept the extreme abuse up. They agreed to send him to one of the best mental hospitals in the world, so that Radcliff might be cured of ever hurting himself or getting himself hurt again. This came as an incredible shock for Radcliff, and he hated his parents after they sent him to the east coast of the United States. As a twenty year old, he knew he could have had a great chance of being sexually appealing had he not been committed, but now any chance of a sexual encounter was slim. Radcliff promised himself to never let go of pain, and became open to an insane place. After all, the people here are probably more irritable, and he might have a lovely time drawing and interacting.
I find it hard to tell you I find
[/font][/i][/b][/size]it hard to take, when people run in circles[/center]
Your Name/Alias: Kara
Age: Sixteen
Who is First? REMOVED BY BITCH
Time Zone: Pacific Standard Time, but it's Daylight Savings, so add an hour
Anything Else? I'm on a Goat! XD
Hide my head I want to drown my
[/font][/i][/b][/size]sorrow, no tomorrow, no tomorrow
Credit: Template to Alcie. Song "Mad World' by Gary Jules. Take this template and she'll sick one of her muses on you.[/center]
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